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Here we go with our 2nd post of this

We chatted a lot but I've never felt interest in these chats , it felts like I'm just finding a way 2 spent my time with! ....

After awhile I start feeling that OMG what's wrong with this guy!! Instead of loving him more I started 2dislike him and what he's doing!!
9dg I've nvr felt disguised min a7d b7yatii gd ma kent mnaaah!!

I felt like awl sh59 b7yatii a7ssa 9dg myt 3lii zy mayguloon "yboos eltrab ely amshy 3aliha"

He told me that he's in love with me , I foundd it a chance !! I told him that I'm not ready and stuff ,, I don't want a9'lm a7d m3ayyaa .., he insisted so geltela ok ! We've into a relationship I can't compare to the first one of course ,, I don't love or even like him
9dg kan ygrfnii ,, one night we fought I tried to find any reason .. I told him I can't and stuff we started 2 argue o akeed ma ra7 asktla ana mn zman bstanna fr9aa o jatnyy ma 5let shy ma geltela I felt that I was rude bs wsh aswy 3ad? 3ya la yfhm!!

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heey all!! I think this will be my next "mini" story! after reading a lot of bogs ,  i find out that mine are really short sorry o:) ,I'm really happy and proud!! My blog views are 1000+!!
Thaanks a lot guys!! l LOVE U!! PLEASE post comments!! I need 2 know your opinions!!;**


Here we start
After a long summer vacation well spent .. I've expected all guys 2 just run after me , asking for my pin or at least a follow on twitter!! I found out that these all are only expectations!! Haha I know that's funny;;)

Exactly before our summer holiday I've received aQ in ask.fm .. Some1 asking about my pin! O ana zy elhabla I never hesitate to give!! But not on public! That time I wanted 2 play! I won't lie ! After my 1st ex I've never fell in love all were just games! I hate myself ! Nvm
I gave him my pin ! At first I was shocked that he types in arabic! I'm not such a "tafha" person but I dislike it!! Seriously esh hl m63saa 2 mee!! I was like let's get 2 know tha personality that's what's important now I new a lot of info about him he's way older than me !!! He study abroad ... I'm 17 and he's 24!! That's funny I know !! I thought it may work .. Why not?? :o:o

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And here we go, with my last post hope tha you enjoyed it <3 & as said my point of charing my story is to takecare fom guys hey're all players!! In a Certain age "teen1" any way take care of not giving ur 1st love 2 some1 isn't worth it....

And yes he deleted me bcz of her! He's back to his ex imagine!! I couldn't believe it and he was like "it was nice knowing you and... But I can't keep you my GF is right next 2me and she asked me 2" I told him I wanted 2 mn zmaan I wish 2 do it and I did it!!! As if something just destroy everything I felt really bad bcz I loved him!! After like 1 month he added me t5yloo!! I was like "7ram ur GF matr9'a" he said "takl zag" «he didn't love her neither I he just took what he needed from her and things that he didn't from me!!! I don't know what 2 say or leave!! I don't blv in love any more!! He destroy the pic of men in my eyes! After that I've been into relations only 2 4get him but I couldn't I'm still bleeding for some1 doesn't deserves it!! We had a lot of fights after that , I knew that we can't be together again but I still do believe in miracles god only know how much I suffered but here

We Are 2day ... I'm living my life trying 2 not remember him even though I can't but I'm trying, 2 nvr look bk our future is here we have to live our present &i fell in love .. 

Thaanks all 4 reading 

Just TC PLEASE   

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should i stop? there are no comments mra yz3ll;(

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ppl im sorry 2 tell that this post hw ely gbl ela5eer :( as i told ya its a real story so ma agdr a6wlha zyadaa, im gonna write something else enshallah kman about the same person,,, enjoy why arent yaa posting comments??

 

so he called me i felt like crying bs kman i felt ena m3a  7g he wants 2 see his gf mn 7agga y3nii ,, ppl im so open minded o these stuff blnsba leia its ok with it bs mu ykun ana elsh59 , elmuhim

he was so nice and he convinced me and i did accepted what he said everything was el7mdellaah gd,actually perfect untill i recived a call mnaa , saying ena lazm ntrk b3th exactly b3daha  b2 weeks, 6yb why didnt u say ok lma i did wla lazm t6l3 mnk, i agreed o trkna ba3th , but atleast kna friends bs 3shanaa m3 ena im against el friendship ely b3ad el love bs elshklwa la allah,i just wanted ay shy ay 6regaa 2 comunicate with him fehaa fa wafagt, wow kna a7sn friends bl dnyaa, eleen ma b3daha bftra he deleted me!!! imagine that he deleted me o elprob ena lma gtltlk ana b3ml delete ma r9'aa!!! omg 9dg ena el3yal ananeyeeen!!!

i took pills eleen ma glt ameen to avoid thinking about him 9d8 t3athaabt girls plz dont give ur 1st love belthaaat 2 some1 doesnt deserves it thats why i wrote my story it really effected me writing it but im tired of keeping it inside

 

anyways nrj3 lg9tnaaa nxt section is the last ,, post a comment and tell me raykm;*

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So after those two months he asked me that q,

I couldn't reply him at the same moment I told him........

 

 

 I'm not that kind of girls and....., so gltela y36eny Muhla o he did, I asked my only friend elly bgatly hatha eno what do u think ?o she was like if u do feel in love give him give him a chance and I did ,it was my best days with him, but at first I told him that eno Ana ma agdr a6l3 m3k o ktha flbedaya he said ok wow everything kan perfect el7mdillaaah but el7g yngal y3ni ma gd jbna 6ary3l future bs kan zy eno we'll never leave each others o bla bla bla ,, love is such a great thing but once it's apart kl shy byt3'yr 3alik that what I've heard a lot from different persons ,, he asked me if its ok with me 2 go out and...., so i told him that 7na mn elbedaya kan shr6y ena manshuf b39' i felt guilty thats why I suggested ena ntrk b39' its not my fault neither msh3als but i think it was the best decision...

i went and talked 2 him , he called me immediately:0

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mra knt mrta7tla ely bzyadaa we chat alot le drja ena awgat ma anaam o aru7 mwa9laa 2 skl bs 3shaan a7akeh WOW i was crazy about him , he was my everything ma kan 3ndy 9a7bat kan 3ndy hwa , my mom and dad 24/7 busy or 6al3en so ma kan 3ndy a7d ela hwaa , he knew every simple detail about me and my life ., i felt those butterflies that we all heard about in movies but it was true .., he asked me after 2 months of friendship 2 be his1...,

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nouf is the princess , mish3al is our prince

 

here we go..,

3 years ago we had some financial probs in here (my family) so i9'6rena 2 stay here at summer that was my 1st summer o ma asafer feeh + my grandpa was @the hosp so we couldnt just leave him alone and travel ... that day i was @my friends ayaam istehbaal o fake accounts be FB..... and fake e-mails as well so mn el6fsh knt ad5l e-mail 9a7bty o i talked 2 some guys .....

after that m3d d5lt knt shwy busy ...., mr el9ef o safrnaa somewhere grebaa lmuhim,, kan fe 1 guy kl ma a7akeh i feel excited o ma a3rf esh i was surprised from thiose feelings we went back 2 skl ,, and i asked that friend 2 give me his bb-pin ,, knt mraa jare2aa o i added him i was like ana 97bat flana and ... can we just be friends? he said ofc thats ok , so 9rna mra friends o bhathaak elwgt i had alot of probs at home and in skl , i fought with my best friends so i felt really lonely i needed some1 we talked alot i cant deny that i liked him so muchh he was like "mush3al is my dream guy'

&i fell into it-intro

hey readers im really proud of myself , this is my 1st post hope that you'll all like it , we can say that its a real story,, but with fake names  ,, it will be chapters each chapter will contain 4-5sections,with a different stories:D y3ni kl chapter g9a mu5tlfaa hope that you'll all like it